IB lyfe~

another day of IB lyfe just passed.

today is the other 'great' day for i got my physics's test result.

as expected,it was really bad.

i wanted to cry but i just cant.not in front of everybody.

i think the only time i ever cried loudly is in front of atin n pupu.

maybe because their kepala paling sme dgn i.

i felt like my soul has flied away during the physics class n i couldnt understand not even a word that came from mr oliver's mouth.

miss ellie called sabrina. im jealous.i wanted to have that kind of relationship with a teacher too.

but i guess its ok to have a gap with people around you, so that when they leave u,its not that hurt.

i wanted to call my parents but i dont want to bg mak worried bout me.mak,eottoke??

my financial.my damnit financial.arghhh!!! im just going to fast tomorrow~

i wanted to talk to amirul..but he's not here or there.i cant talk to him.he's busy with his own life.i cant expect him to be there for me..for i think that i am nothing to him.

i miss my home.i want to go back.