It has been a very long time since i last posted at least, something here. hahaha lots of things happened. And I mean it when i said a lot. Many things changed, I myself included. Whether it's for the better or for the worse, only Allah knows :)
Everyday I face something new. hahaha kalo dulu bile kena tegur or kene marah, terus down. now ni, dh lali dh~ kfc changed my life in a very big way. hahaha i can say that the whole thing about kfc is my biggest "doom" moment in my life.I have never felt so useless or stupid in my whole life before. being yelled in front of customers because of not entirely my mistakes, some of my coworkers talked bad things behind my back, accused of trying to steal someone's bf!! okay, enough! no use crying over spilled milk. although i can't really say anything to them because 1) they were intimidating me and 2) malas nak panjang2kan hal dgn mereka, it is very painful to keep everything inside. Sangat xsihat ye~hahaha so, people, hereby i would like to announce that i was a total defeated weakling at that time.
But thanks to people around me, i am climbing up! at least, that's what i'm doing.i'm doing my best.
Duduk kt umh the whole time was not really a nice thing to do. Considering my parents yg nak anak dorg ni berkerja and learn the hardships of life, people around me yang keep bangkitkan isu me working at kfc for only 5 days every single time and 'unintentionally' telling me that i was lembik!, hahahah....apa2 je r..mls nk fikir...
after one month,( lama gilee!!@//@) i minta keje again. Alhamdulillah, dengan izin Allah, dpt keje kt kedai baby PP Shoppe. Dpt gak keje kt tempat lain, but decided to work there. Its peaceful and most importantly, ada bau baby yg sangat wangi everywhere and dpt jumpa babies everyday!! hahahahha Everyday, ada je bnde baru yg i belajar. Although with some annoyance and irritation, hahaha it is still very nice to learn something new. Seriously, I need to change. Be more sensible and not easily annoyed at people's 'different' way of 'showing their care'.hhahahha :)
I love myself. not being vain, but i thought by writing here would be a new medicine to my broken heart. I want my heart to be healthy :) pain! go away!!I don't need u....maybe, i am lembik after all..
But hey, semua org ad ups and downs. jangan risau isha, nnt ko 'up' balik r tu~and kalo ko lembik pun, so what, you are human.wekk!hahaha insyaAllah :)
Indeed, above all, Allah is the only one yg betul2 memahami :) :) :) <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
till later k,
Assalamulaikum and goodbye :)
Yours sincerely,
Hamba Allah
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