hmm..teehee :)

hehehhe bloggy!!!!!!!!!!!!

lme x tulis u!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!

many things are happening to me.hahaha tp i rse mcm nk wat bodo je sume bnde.

talked to amirul just now. i told him i've been feeling empty lately.

he gave me three possible reasons for that.

1) i'm too focused on study ...(i dont think this is true..)

2) i dont know what am i doing right now ..(maybe..)

3) i dont know what is the purposes of me doing things ..(most likely..)

he asked me to find purposes in life.haaha hearing that coming from him, makes me feel like an idiot.anyway,thanx for the advice,amirul. :)

oh yeah!! i got to perform my syarahan in assembly because i made it to final!!hehehe

thanx to fendi for helping me. thanx to angah, ayong n atin for supporting me!!

thank to mak,abah,adik2 for sokong akak isha!!hahahah :)

i seriously love u guys :)

doakn isha final nnt ek?

next weekend, angah akn stay kt intec for her friend's open day.atin plak kuar dgn cousin dye kot.amoi blek umh.klau i balek umh,nnt mcm menyusahkan abah n abg rafi plak.hahahaha

tgk r dlu. kalo stay kt umh zu,xpe x?hmm.kite pk dlu~

but i.m seriously feeling empty. i sincerely hope that something big and joyful will happen to me soon.please.... :)

puasa~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

ble puasa,mst r rse ngantuk.sbr je r hari ni.

smalm abah hantar balik dr taiping ke kota damansara dari pkul 3 ptg smpai 11 mlm

hujan lebat sgt.mata abah pulak xnmpk sgt.dgn 1 wiper tibe2 rosak.isha rse risau sgt.

jd sepanjang perjalanan tu,isha x tidur.ad tidur btol2 first hour je.borak2 dgn abah, so that dye x mengantuk.

we talked about japan's tsunami,super moon,bla bla..

he said that this world dh almost reach its end dh. although there are various articles about the natural disasters that made some scientists believe that the world will meet its end at the end of 2012,we have to believe that no one else knows the exact date of Hari Kiamat but ALLAH S.W.T.

as a Muslim, i should sedar about this thing and keep on improving myself as a Muslim.

actly, i have a dream. i want to buy that cute,handy tafsir using my own money.

i will buy that.insyaAllah :)

lps abah hantar isha balik, unpacked my stuff and wat econs ia and tok essay.

pg td, dpt msg from mak, saying that abah smpai umh pkul 4 pagi.alhamdulillah selamat smpai.

rindu family maa~ :(

hari ni seniors mock exam.harap sgt dorg skor.they study really hard maa~

especially the Petronas scholars.fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

insyaAllah sume dpt fly :) amin~

currently...

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online.nk tgk drama sungkyunkwan scandal tp punye la ssh.internet mcm siput maa~

sabar je r..

now ni otak tgh serabai sbnrnya.kene buat ia econs tp article trtinggal kt damansara.nk wat cmne ni.abah plak boleh anta i balik by ahad,malam isnin.

balik ni,kene start model g4.tension.

mst akan dpt result lg.lagi tension.

xnk balik.someone told me that this is just 1/6 of the real IB life.how the heck am i supposed to face the remaining 5/6?

if it is not for my parents and family,i would have just quit.

but nisha,u know u wont and u just cant do that. It is strictly prohibited to give up.try,nisha!

IB lyfe~

another day of IB lyfe just passed.

today is the other 'great' day for i got my physics's test result.

as expected,it was really bad.

i wanted to cry but i just cant.not in front of everybody.

i think the only time i ever cried loudly is in front of atin n pupu.

maybe because their kepala paling sme dgn i.

i felt like my soul has flied away during the physics class n i couldnt understand not even a word that came from mr oliver's mouth.

miss ellie called sabrina. im jealous.i wanted to have that kind of relationship with a teacher too.

but i guess its ok to have a gap with people around you, so that when they leave u,its not that hurt.

i wanted to call my parents but i dont want to bg mak worried bout me.mak,eottoke??

my financial.my damnit financial.arghhh!!! im just going to fast tomorrow~

i wanted to talk to amirul..but he's not here or there.i cant talk to him.he's busy with his own life.i cant expect him to be there for me..for i think that i am nothing to him.

i miss my home.i want to go back.

my birthday!!!!!!!!!!

hello dear bloggyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a very long time right??

i want to talk a lot about my sweet 19 birthday!!!!!!

okiedokie~

my birthday is on 26th of feb <3

and first people yg wished my bfday..............my beloooooooooooovvvvvvvveeeeeeeedddddd housemates!angah,amoi n atin :)

the date,24th of feb...... amoi ad rotaract club's meeting waktu tu,so dye pun beli je kek,sbb..almaklumlah kn,we r "supposed" to study for the coming class test.angah asked me to tmn dye washing kt blakang.i pun ikut r.tgk2 amoi was there with a super-duper-crazily-delicious blueberry cake in her hand and they started to sing the birthday song :) uhukuhuk im touched la kn?? XD

the next day which was 25th of feb.i was very happy coz its friday(hari mula cuti r katakan~). n we decided to eat at IKEA and various things happened,hahahahahha!!! I still cn remember clearly the woman's face when she heard me 'moaning'!!hahahahah.ntahapeapentah~

mse on the way back to our house,i got a message asking me to free myself for the next 10 mins because " a miracle is going to happen". I was puzzled coz its from an unknown number and the clock showed that it was 10.20pm.so, i guess its not bout my bfday..then i got a few messages from that number but i ignored them coz i dont know the number~n then i got a call from amirul who is staying somewhere in Aussie right now :) totally happy maa~~~

we talked for a while and he wished me my bfday :)however since i was very happy,i couldnt really concentrated on whatever he was saying at that time and he was kinda sulky..kot..hahahahha!!sory :)

n then after that, tepat pkul 12.05am, i got a a call from my super-awesome mother!!!!hahahahahhahaha!!sgt ske XD

we talked lme r gak.i talked to my sisters n all of them actly sang me a birthday song which nearly moved me to tears.uhukuhukuhuk :)n then since all of my housemates dah tido,i puntido r awl sbb we worked mcm org giler mse sports day a day before that.i got msgs from pupu!!! and aje!!!!!!! tp i xreply sbb xde creditttttttt ;( itu sgt menyedihkn bg saya~ sy jge dpt msg drpd other transcenders gak!!hehehe miss u guys like hell,babes!!

pukul 1.35am,i got a call.dgn mamainye,i pun picked up the phone with a sexy-rocker's voice~(lame nisha,lame~)..n then a guy's voice entered my ear.he started to talked about 'do u know me?im the handsomest person in the world.bla bla bla~' n then i tye spe?rpe2nye ehsan-kun!!hhahahah

he played a bfday song using rul's guitar!!!!!!!!!wuargh,i mmg ske sgt la kn ble ad guy main gitar just for me~awww!haha XD n then i tido.zzzz

the day.i was left alone in the house for angah g jmpe her bestfriend,dayang;atin mkn2 dgn family n amoi g kluar mkn.i stayed at home for i am too lazy to move and (kononnya) nk study.hahah padahal habuk pun tarak~ dorg balek n we talked about their outings.bla bla bla. n then prizey giving ceremony!!!!!!!!!sy sgt ske!!!!amoi bg nasi goreng kampung,milo ais,n a packet of 3-in-1 milo!!!xboleh blah~hahahah tq dear!!angah plak bg a very cute orange nametag,purple pen n rm10's topup!!hhahahah!time kseh syg!atin bg bracelet yg sgt cun,jewelry's case yg sgt cun jge n she wrote me a new song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wuargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SGT SKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanx adeq :)

thanx guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!really appreciated it XD

while i was buzy thanking everyone for wishing my bfday on fb and phone and watching my beloved yongseo couple jjang!!!!!, atin came to me and asked me to teman her g umh zu for she borrowed something from zu,i pun dgn agk berat hati utk meninggalkan laptop,after dh g toilet dlu~pkai tdg and jacket n tunggu atin yg tgh siap2 gak.n then tetibe je bunyi loceng umh,'dingdongdingdong' repeatedly!!mcm ribut taufan je~i saw atin an amoi tgk luar n they said the stalkers kot. (lol) i amik kunci nk bkk pintu sbb blank,atin suruh n amoi standby kt belakang dgn penyodok smph.i bkk xde org,ble nk tutup blek je,"HAH!!!" trkezut beta.the beloved seniors were there XD i saw atin grinning n i know that this is the surprise.hahahahahha we laughed alot they gave mcd's food as bfday prezzie!heheheh :) i sincerely thank izzu, fudding, fendi n zu for the surprise.walaupun jntungku hampir trcabut ble dgr their 'HAH!!' earlier :)

:) sy mengucapkan jutaan berzillionan terima kasih for making my sweet 19 this sweet :)

thank you <3

love!

annyeong!!

hahahahha

look at the title. what does it tell u?

hahahah basically now, i want to write about love :)

ok, honestly i've never been in a relationship before.

but i do know the feeling of loving someone.

jujur :)

dear blog!!!

hahahahhaha

sorrry :( its been a really long time since i last came to this blog

hahahahha!n when i checked it, i realised that i dont have any follower~

hahahaha adoyai ~

ini agk menyedihkan ya.

jujur i ckp i agk happy with this fact because i know that i can truly express myself in here because there will be no one yg i know that read this my so-called diary.

malu :)

hahahahahahha

ini mmg pengakuan jujur sy XD